It's been 6 weeks since I wrote my last blog post where I spoke about my break up, and a lot has come out that I want to offload about. The aftermath has actually provided me with the clarity I needed a long time ago but it's been painful even with the new found clarity. … Continue reading The Fallout
"It's better to be alone, than with someone who puts out your fire, and makes you forget who you are." - K. Azizian Suffering with BPD brings so many issues to my life everyday but nothing compares to the end of a relationship. I always fear abandonment but it's made me stronger as I've learnt how … Continue reading Chapter 1
Finally, I get to write about how the most horrific 13 months of my life is over. This is no exaggeration, despite the abuse I've suffered in the past I would deem the last year much worse. I, like many others, faced the dreaded appeal process against the DWP's decision to stop paying my PIP … Continue reading My Sabbatical Is Over
It's been a minute since I last post and whilst this seems to be becoming a habit of mine, rest assured I'm going to be more consistent. The reason I've constantly been taking breaks is because I was in an incredibly toxic situation with someone from my past. We began very bitter toward each other … Continue reading It’s Been A While…
In light of recent events I'd like to start this blog post by sending my love to Demi Lovato and her family, I hope she gets the help that she needs. This post is inspired by some of the 'narrow-minded' tweets that surfaced after the news about Demi spread, and whilst I refuse to use … Continue reading Is Addiction A Choice?
I've been living with borderline personality disorder for a number of years now, but I was only officially diagnosed in October 2016. Prior to that I was under the 16-19 team (CAMHS) who labelled it as an emerging personality disorder. Before I start talking about my life with BPD I'll explain what it is, I have … Continue reading My Life With BPD
Today I introduce myself properly. I'm no longer anonymous since upon reflection the reasoning for my anonymity was moot. I had tried to keep my identity a secret so I could have the freedom to talk as openly as possible, but it didn't last long and the people I had wanted to shield myself from … Continue reading Life With Laura U.K.